Well, we made it to home today! It's weird to say that, we made it home. I don't know why it is so hard this time around. Maybe it is the realization that my "college life" is over, that the next time I start school I will be doing it on my own, maybe it is knowing that I will probably never live in Provo again, maybe it is me being scared about "whats around the river bend", maybe it is me being scared that I will end up alone, I don't know but whatever it is, it is weird and hard for me to say it. Lisa had been driving when we entered Maryland and after a little ways I asked her to pull over so that I could drive the rest of the way. Somehow me driving myself to my house says something to me. I am choosing to do this, no one drove me here, no one is pushing me, I had a choice, and I felt that coming to
4.30.2008
Wednesday - April 30th
Well, we made it to home today! It's weird to say that, we made it home. I don't know why it is so hard this time around. Maybe it is the realization that my "college life" is over, that the next time I start school I will be doing it on my own, maybe it is knowing that I will probably never live in Provo again, maybe it is me being scared about "whats around the river bend", maybe it is me being scared that I will end up alone, I don't know but whatever it is, it is weird and hard for me to say it. Lisa had been driving when we entered Maryland and after a little ways I asked her to pull over so that I could drive the rest of the way. Somehow me driving myself to my house says something to me. I am choosing to do this, no one drove me here, no one is pushing me, I had a choice, and I felt that coming to
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