scholarships

Isn't it interesting that every time I have received a scholarship I haven't used it?!?! I received a half tuition scholarship last summer but decided to only take 2 credits of organic chemistry so I couldn't use it. I was planning on taking 6 credits this summer so I applied for a scholarship again but since that time have decided to go home for the summer. I got a letter in the mail today (actually two letters that said the exact same thing) that I received a half tuition scholarship for this summer as well. It seems like I am ungrateful for free money but really I just need to go home!